so while i've decided to paint my nails (prob cos its too long & im lazy to trim) HAHAHAHA. no, its been 28937492834 years since i've painted my nails. think i've only done it less than 5 times so far. My first during prom!
So anyway, the main point is I suddenly thought of a guy. A guy who used to be really really sweet. yes, to me. & sometimes without me even realising it.
I knew this guy from work probably a year ago. & then after some time of being strangers, we were friends! so yes, purely friends.
Then he kind of liked me but i didnt exactly feel the same. So to avoid misleading him sometimes i stay away from msging or talking to him.
There was this period we didnt talk for months, probably too engaged in our own activities. Then one day i was in the train with his brother, & we were talking, until his brother said "My brother likes you alot, alot." Which caught me for a moment, cos we havent been talking for sooo long, yet he still remembers me all, & care so much about me.
Till i realised one day.. even when im out with my friends/colleagues whom are his good friends, he'll message them to take care of me & stuffs like that.
then once, his friend pushed me & i was pretty upset. He wasnt there, but he heard from his brother. & said things like "if i there i would have helped you"
Sometimes we argue, but he always tries hard to please me & make me happy. Though you know he has this hugeee ego, he still tries.
& without me knowing, he's always been there. behind the scenes, there was always someone caring so much for me & protecting me even. How sweet, really.
well now we havent been much in contact, but yes, i still remember you (:
& thankyou for this friendship [:
Actually sometimes when you fall for someone, or someone falls for you, that feeling's quite cute actually. & it's always an interesting experience. Though you dont end up together, there were still times you were purely happy. & im sure sometimes he did make your heart smile, not just you.
So doesnt mean that we cant be lovers, we cant be friends. Neither does it mean that when things kind of fade away, the memories fade away as well. Not really. Somehow, i remember quite abit of everyone. & it always is everything good (:
HAHAHAHA okay. doesnt mean i say everyone means alot la. but owell. you get my drift.
Polyforum cruise post still pending. hahahaha! im so lazy.
